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| christmas break is coming to townone more week of horrible studying and christmas break is here.
this semester was tough. and i'm not quite sure how i got though it.
i am sick of school, and i just want to get it done.
but what...after school is over i have the wonderful life of working everyday.
i guess being a kid had its advantages.
its funny when you're a kid all you wanted to do was grow up.
boy, do i wish i could go back to days of addition and spelling as homework. lol
back onto subject.
when school is done, i have to start my christmas shopping.
it sure sucks to have a boyfriend whose bday is so close to christmas.
i'm still recovering from finding him a gift for that.
he's a smart boy. he finishes his christmas shopping usually before thanksgiving.
so i think hes actually almost done with his christmas list.
me, i'm far from done.
i love christmas and all it's festive feeling.
i love driving home and seeing that set of townhouses in mililani that looks like a winter wonderland.
it's on my way home and i see it everyday. its beautiful.
this year i hope to find some time to go look at the christmas lights.
we shall see.
merry christmas everyone.
or to be more politically correct...happy holidays!! | | |
| normality setting in.thought i'd write another entry while i'm here waiting for my dad to come home.
everyday, jessica and i wait for my dad to come home so he won't come home to an empty one.
and well, he isn't home yet and i have a paper to write that is due tomorrow.
yes...i procratinated. that's in my nature to do.
but there's not much to worry about because it's a one-page assignment on william blake's 'age of innocence' and 'age of experience'.
i think i have a general idea in my head of what i'm going to discuss in my paper.
it has to tie in with my topic for the semester that i picked which was...daily struggles/life.
i had to sleep at home last night due to ants in matt's room.
i have no idea where they are coming from and why.
i personally think they are coming in to haunt me.
i hate ants...they are my worst nightmare.
there are just too many of them in this world and the thought of them crawling on me while sleeping stresses me out.
so, i decided that it would be best to sleep at my house.
it was the first time not sleeping with my bubbie since january.
and it was pretty hard...i missed the snoring that is so loud sometimes that it wakes me up.
i missed the kicking, the weird sporadic twitches he does...and the talking. lol.
but i'll stop there only for the sake of whoever is reading this and wants to puke.
that brings me to think.
does anyone that i know still use xanga?
i don't think so. so, basically im writing for the sake of writing.
which is a good thing because i don't have to worry about censoring what i write.
and that makes writing a whole lot easier.
when i read back to what i used to write about...it was me writing about every single detail of what i did.
wow...i have grown up. lol.
i guess i felt like it was a diary that you wrote in minus the emotions.
yada yada yada.
let's just say, im glad i dont write shit like that anymore.
not that im saying the things i write now are waay better.
just less...oh and on friday i got ready at 6 and left the house and we all met up and saw movies. it was so fun. blah blah blah.
well, i think it's time to shut this entry down.
jackie ouuuuut. | | |
| it's been a whilelike it's said in the 'title', it's been a while.
i was sucked into an addiction of myspace that i just forgot about xanga.
i've just been thinking lately; after reading my past entries; that it's nice to go back and read and how pathetic and dorky my life was. lol. and well to be honest, my life was pretty much that.
since my last entry my life has changed a lot.
things happened, loved ones lost, happiness amidst all the sadness, etc.
i'm a changed person in several good ways.
i've found the one i will spend my entire life with...
he's given me two puppies, who we treat as our own little kiddies.
i went back to school and finally know what the hell i want to do with my life.
i'm becoming somewhat of an independent person minus matt and my family.
i still have the same thoughts that family IS the MOST important thing in your life.
oh, and something that i have always wanted to do and finally have.
i've learned how to drive a stick...and not to be conceited or anything, but i'm damn good at it. lol.
matt got to meet our idol jack johnson and was able to listen to a song that he's working on for his new album set to drop in february. my lucky bubbie bear heard a song that only his family has heard. lucky bitch!
my mother passed away in 2006 and i still havent recovered from it.
i don't think i'll ever recover from it.
although life is good, it will always be empty.
i think that's all i should say about her right now.
i don't want to break out in tears.
things in life are hectic and i do complain sometimes but i find interest in it.
without the chaos, life would be boring.
that's all for now folks...until the next time i blog. peace out! | | |
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